I tried ...

"Baby you know I tried to be happy"

Micro Audio Waves - Down by flow


Down, Down Is how I feel Now!
Despite I tried
I guess I must follow the flow
UP's and Down's
That´s Life!

These Days

Completamente estática, hipnotizada pelo som que vem de dentro.

I know I should be more grateful
grateful for everytihng I have
And I know I should be less downfall
But unfortunately Iam just human
I'm in a big hole surrounded by fear
I'm in a deep dark hole
Deep enough for me to disapear
But should I go if earth the only place I know
All I know is I don't wantthis anymore
Livin' out life without nowhere what a distant is searching for

There are days where I would love to be somebody else
Days where I am fighting myself
There are days where I wish I would be a child again
And sometimes days where I wish they wouldn't last
Days where I wish I would be dead

Step back, stay away from me
Can't you respect that I only need my peace
These days I'm too weak to see
These days I'm all about me
I don't want to talk this out
Cause there are certain things we don't need to talk about
The silence in between will let you know what I mean
And each time I try to escape
I pray to go not to let me fake
And to take my doubts away
Hum hum....

There are days where I would love to be somebody else
Days where I am fighting myself
There are days where I wish I could be a child again
And sometimes days where I wish they wouldn't last
Days where I wish I would be dead....


Ayo - These Days

Feelings

"Sometimes my feelings are so hot that I have to take the pen and put them out on paper to keep them from setting me afire inside; then all that ink and labor are wasted because I can't print the results."

Mark Twain, Biography

Nas grandes horas em que a insónia avulta...

"Como um novo universo doloroso,

E a mente é clara com um ser que insulta

O uso confuso com que o dia é ocioso,

Cismo, embebido em sombras de repouso

Onde habitam fantasmas e a alma é oculta,

Em quanto errei e quanto ou dor ou gozo

Me farão nada, como frase estulta.

Cismo, cheio de nada, e a noite é tudo.

Meu coração, que fala estando mudo,

Repete seu monótono torpor

Na sombra, no delírio da clareza,

E não há Deus, nem ser, nem Natureza

E a própria mágoa melhor fora dor."

31-8-1929
Fernando Pessoa