Secret life

I saw you this morning.
You were moving so fast.

Can’t seem to loosen my grip
On the past.
And I miss you so much.
There’s no one in sight.
And we’re still making love
In My Secret Life.

I smile when I’m angry.
I cheat and I lie.
I do what I have to do
To get by.

But I know what is wrong,
And I know what is right.
And I’d die for the truth
In My Secret Life.

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And my heart is like ice.
And it’s crowded and cold
In My Secret Life.

Leonard Cohen, In my secret life